Sissy Assignment

I’m a sissy because of my lack of masculinity and not because of any forced fem fantasy.  Sure, the thought of a hard, erect penis gets me excited sexually but just wearing panties does not.  Anyway, I recently found sissy hypnosis.  While it seems that it is aimed at the forced fem community, I have been finding it quite useful in embracing who I am, realizing that I’m not the only sissy in the world and even allowing me to celebrate my girly self.

I take long walks daily, listening to Mistress Stella through my earbuds.  Her feminine voice is so beautiful to listen to and I find comfort in her.  Her continued praise and motivation for me to be as girly as I can has really helped me truly enjoy what I am.  I am not a man, I’m a girl and Mistress Stella has been quite explicit.  I am NOT a woman and I never will be.  However, she is quick to say, “good girl,” so I assume that is how I should refer to myself from now on.  I’m a girl, not a man.

You can find Mistress Stella online here…  Mistress Stella

I did an assignment for her this week called, “Embrace Your Sissy Self.”  In it, she told us to write down those things we loved about our sissy selves.  Then she wanted us to post it publicly, where the world could see it.  I am doing so here, that is why I called this post, “Sissy Assignment.”

Here are the things I LOVE about my sissy self.  Thank you, Mistress Stella, for making me do this and helping me to truly be comfortable with who I am.

• I can’t help crying; even in public (I love a good girly cry).
• I love keeping my skin hairless and smooth.
• My tiny penis (clitty)
• I have to sit to pee (tiny clitty).
• I wear panties every day.
• I love heels.
• I love stockings and pantyhose.
• I love silky lingerie.
• My long hair (ponytail)
• The way my hair smells after I wash it
• My large nipples
• I can’t get erect.
• I love a good romance novel.
• I love a good chick flick (e.g. Steel Magnolias).
• Chick Flicks with a good cry, especially shared with friends, are amazing.
• I keep my clitty locked most days.
• I love to smell nice/pretty.
• I think I’m getting close to my first sissygasm.
• I love making out and want to do it wearing lipstick.
• I want to be fucked by a cock.
• I want to be held by big strong arms.
• I want cum on my face, in my mouth and down my throat.
• I love makeup, especially lipstick.
• I love the fact that my body naturally produces very little testosterone.
• I love girl talk with girlfriends.
• I want to be desired by men.
• Coming out of my sissy shell and meeting others, online or otherwise.
• I love my girly self.

My Sissy Mantra:

I am not a man; I am a girl and I love being a girl. I don't want to be a man.