Sissy Smooth Shaved Legs

The caption above says it all.  I love being a girl and having that feeling of freshly shaved legs.  They feel amazing whether it’s getting between the sheets of my bed or just putting on a pair of jeans.  I’ve been with girls together having girl talk and it has come up.  Girls seem to love the feeling of freshly shaved legs though most hate the chore of actually having to shave them.  I fall in that category too.

It all started in my 20’s.  I shaved my underarms because I was sick of being grossed out by my deodorant matting the hair there.  Ick!  It soon got to the point that I didn’t feel clean unless my underarms where clean shaved.

Since I was already taking the time to shave my underarms in the shower, it was not a big step to try out shaving my legs.  I already knew that I was far more feminine than masculine and I wondered what it would be like.  Putting on my jeans was amazing and I remember it well all these years later.  There is no way to put the feeling into words.  The same goes for other things like crawling into bed between the sheets.  I felt so sexy doing those things.

Today, I think of any body hair on my body (arms, legs, tummy, etc.) and I just go “ewww!”  I use an Epilady daily to keep myself completely hairless.  The results last for weeks  so I can go over one body part daily and it only takes a few minutes to clean up and maintain it.  I hate body hair and I love being a girl.

I’ve said it before; I hope that my blog and online presence will get me a real life sissy girlfriend or two with whom I can dress and share some girl time with.  Years ago, one of my cis girlfriends confided in me that she one bathed with another woman.  They wound up shaving each other’s legs and it was such a turn on.  I would love to share a similar experience with a sissy girlfriend.

That same girlfriend also shared that there is no more sensual feeling than pulling up pantyhose over freshly shaved legs.  I must agree.  Even though I use the Epilady to keep myself hairless, I will sometimes shave my legs anyway.  With a daily Epilady session, the sensual hairless feeling becomes constant and no longer special.  Your legs just feel normal.  However, if you shave in the traditional sense, it takes off every tiny hair and further exfoliates your skin by removing the layer of dead skin cells.  Suddenly, you get that freshly “shaved legs” feeling again.  I love experiencing this.

After my gams are shaved, I will put on a pair of sheer silky pantyhose or stockings.  OMG!  The feeling is amazing.  When I’m like that, I wish that I was being lovingly held and having my legs nicely caressed, maybe while making out with a guy.  Or maybe I might be with a sissy girlfriend and we just shaved each other.  Maybe we are just rubbing them together naked or better yet, while wearing pantyhose or stockings.

I am a girl and I find body hair on my body to be a big “ewww!”  I keep myself soft and smooth all of the time.  This is a feminine pleasure that I really enjoy.  I love being a girl.

A Girly Merry Christmas

A girly Merry Christmas to all my sissy sisters and everyone else!

A Good Girly Cry

Yesterday I posted a list of those things I love about my sissy self.  At the top of the list was, “I can’t help crying; even in public (I love a good girly cry).”  This was first on the list because I sat down to write it right after I had a good cry.  I was still wiping tears from my face as I started.

I have always cried at the drop of a hat, even in public.  I can’t help it.  It’s guaranteed at weddings and very often happens in movie theaters.  At least in theaters it is dark, no one is looking at my face and I can hide it, the fact that someone perceived as male is crying.  It’s all part of being an effeminate man or, as I prefer, “girl.”  I recall once, a friend’s 12 year old son in public yelling to the world, “Look, [name] is crying!”

Despite this, I really do love this about me.  It so fits my girly personality and I can’t help who I am.  I used to hang with a group of girls that treated me as “one of the girls.”  I used to enjoy renting chick flicks with them and all of us crying our eyes out.  It feels great sharing a good cry with girlfriends.  Even when alone, I love the fact that I can break into sobs if something is so beautiful.

While crying at something beautiful can feel so good, I cry at sad and hurtful things too.  While this may not feel good, I honestly believe that the release is healthy and I would feel a whole lot worse without it.  It is one of the many reasons that I’m so glad I’m a girl and not a man.  I can use this release to be healthier and feel better.

Let me tell you about my good cry I mentioned above, just before writing my last post.  It was a sad cry but cathartic nonetheless.  I am a Jeopardy fan and last week there was a contestant competing who was dying of stage IV colon cancer.  It was her lifelong dream to be on Jeopardy and her goal was to win at least $100,000 to donate to cancer research.  At the end of the program last Wednesday, after she was defeated after winning multiple days (after attaining her goal and winning $103,801), the Host, Alex Trebek, came on after the credits and announced that Cindy had passed.  Here is the clip on Youtube.

(There are some ending credits rolling before Alex comes on.)

Here I go again.  Just writing this and I have a couple of tears running down my cheek.

Men sometime cry but women and girls do it often.  I cry at the drop of a hat, usually because I find beauty in something or I’m overcome with good emotions.  I love my girly releases and glad that I’m a girl.  I’ll read a romance or watch that chick flick, with my box of Kleenex handy.  It’s too bad men can’t enjoy this luxury.

I LOVE a good Girly Cry!

Sissy Assignment

I’m a sissy because of my lack of masculinity and not because of any forced fem fantasy.  Sure, the thought of a hard, erect penis gets me excited sexually but just wearing panties does not.  Anyway, I recently found sissy hypnosis.  While it seems that it is aimed at the forced fem community, I have been finding it quite useful in embracing who I am, realizing that I’m not the only sissy in the world and even allowing me to celebrate my girly self.

I take long walks daily, listening to Mistress Stella through my earbuds.  Her feminine voice is so beautiful to listen to and I find comfort in her.  Her continued praise and motivation for me to be as girly as I can has really helped me truly enjoy what I am.  I am not a man, I’m a girl and Mistress Stella has been quite explicit.  I am NOT a woman and I never will be.  However, she is quick to say, “good girl,” so I assume that is how I should refer to myself from now on.  I’m a girl, not a man.

You can find Mistress Stella online here…  Mistress Stella

I did an assignment for her this week called, “Embrace Your Sissy Self.”  In it, she told us to write down those things we loved about our sissy selves.  Then she wanted us to post it publicly, where the world could see it.  I am doing so here, that is why I called this post, “Sissy Assignment.”

Here are the things I LOVE about my sissy self.  Thank you, Mistress Stella, for making me do this and helping me to truly be comfortable with who I am.

• I can’t help crying; even in public (I love a good girly cry).
• I love keeping my skin hairless and smooth.
• My tiny penis (clitty)
• I have to sit to pee (tiny clitty).
• I wear panties every day.
• I love heels.
• I love stockings and pantyhose.
• I love silky lingerie.
• My long hair (ponytail)
• The way my hair smells after I wash it
• My large nipples
• I can’t get erect.
• I love a good romance novel.
• I love a good chick flick (e.g. Steel Magnolias).
• Chick Flicks with a good cry, especially shared with friends, are amazing.
• I keep my clitty locked most days.
• I love to smell nice/pretty.
• I think I’m getting close to my first sissygasm.
• I love making out and want to do it wearing lipstick.
• I want to be fucked by a cock.
• I want to be held by big strong arms.
• I want cum on my face, in my mouth and down my throat.
• I love makeup, especially lipstick.
• I love the fact that my body naturally produces very little testosterone.
• I love girl talk with girlfriends.
• I want to be desired by men.
• Coming out of my sissy shell and meeting others, online or otherwise.
• I love my girly self.

My Sissy Mantra:

I am not a man; I am a girl and I love being a girl. I don't want to be a man.

My Sissy Clitty

I know I was never a real man.  My penis is so small that I have NEVER been able to masturbate with a full fist.  Usually, I would use my thumb and two fingers to masturbate but this drives home how effeminate I really am.  I’m a sissy.  As time has moved forward, I find that it is getting smaller still and has largely lost its ability to get fully hard.  It usually remains limp, though it can still deliver a good sized wad of cum.

I decided not that long ago that I wouldn’t call it a “penis,” “dick” or “cock” anymore.  In the past, some lovers have called it my “nub.”  My nub has NEVER been able to satisfy a woman and I have had to resort to my mouth to keep them happy.  I never kept a girlfriend long.  I have begun calling my organ “my clitty” exclusively now.

More recently, I’ve taken to caging my clitty most of my waking hours.  Yes, it is locked away in chastity because it is such a useless and pathetic thing.  I had to get the CB-6000S, where the “S” stands for short, because the cage that contains the penis is only 2½” (6.35 cm) and still, there is plenty of room to spare with my clitty inside.

In the picture below, the cage on the one on the left is similar to mine.  One of several things that are different is that it is too long.  Both my cage and my clitty are much smaller than hers.  I love this pic, though.  Maybe in the future I’ll post a pic of my locked up clitty.

Why I'm a Sissy

I’ve decided to start a blog in the hopes that it helps me meet others in person but I’m also open to friends online too.

I’m going to start by stating for the record that I’m a sissy.  That is a broad term so let me explain.  I’m NOT into little girl dresses made of satin, nor am I into the whole maid thing either.  I’m a sissy because of how I happen to be naturally, the things I love and how I behave.  Let me explain:

I love shaving my legs and wearing pantyhose or stockings.  I love the way they feel and I love the way they look.  I also just love lingerie in general, especially if I’m wearing heels.  I wear panties most days under my jeans.  I don’t dress completely that often, but I do enjoy it. My natural hair is long and I wear a ponytail so I don’t need a wig, though sometimes those are fun too.  My face is clean shaven.

I absolutely love makeup!  Daily, I might wear some lip gloss around the house during the day or even a neutral lipstick out to do errands.  But nothing is more satisfying than doing my whole face.  I can only imagine how much more fun it would be with a friend.  We could help each other, share tip and have some girly fun.  While just doing a regular everyday female makeup is fun, I often like to go a step further and be dramatic.  I find heavy makeup even more fun.

I consider myself bisexual but lately I really want to suck a cock.  I would also like to be fucked but I’ve never done either.  I’m also working on being able to have an orgasm from anal only, or what is often called a “sissygasm.”  Of course all of this would be even better in makeup, stockings and heels.

I’m a sissy because I just love being girly. I would so much enjoy having another sissy to share these things with.  I live in Central New Jersey (NJ).

In the coming weeks, I’ll get into more about my sissy self and try to blog about my thoughts, feelings and more.